There's a popular book out there called Deliverance Prayers: For Use by the Laity by Fr. Chad Ripperger who is the exorcist of... Denver, Colorado I believe? 5 stars at nearly 2700 reviews. Seems good.
Do not attempt exorcisms unless you have the ministry of exorcist conferred upon you.
I believe it's still technically possible for laity to have the ministry of exorcist conferred upon them, but it hasn't really been done ever since the a good time before Vatican II, when it started falling out of use because most men who were instituted into the minor order of exorcists were becoming priests anyways so it was seen as somewhat obsolete.
If the ministries of altar server and even lector, reading from a book, require instruction... then how much more will dealing with evil spirits?
I am so sorry this happened to you.
Please know that the mistake/sin of someone else does not define you.
If you were falsely accused, the charges are just that: false. Remind yourself of this.
Christ was also falsely accused. So your Lord and Master goes before you. No servant is above his master. Offer your sufferings to Jesus.
Please start saying the Deliverance Prayers for Use by the Laity by Father Ripperger. You are under spiritual attack right now and must fight.
Saying a prayer for you.
Some good advise here. If you are interested download the “welcome to the book of common prayer” book that’s part of a pretty good introductory series of books for The Episcopl Church
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B004LKS66U/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_awdb_t1_oBGnFbCQ8HPV7
Find the virtues in all the mysteries and apply them to your life. It may well have a different meaning but same good purpose for you in the different life stages and moments you recall them. The Contemplative Rosary: With St. John Paul II and St. Teresa of Avila may be a book well worth your time. Here's an encyclical on the Rosary of the Virgin Mary as well
I'm playing a Life Cleric and I love RP'ing epic incantations in the name of my god. While randomly perusing the books at Wal-Mart, I stumbled across a Christian prayer book entitled Prayers that Rout Demons. According to Amazon, "This book contains powerful warfare prayers and decrees taken from Scripture that will break the powers of darkness and release the blessings and favor of God. This prayer tool includes an introduction to spiritual warfare and biblical principles for praying to overcome demonic influence and oppression."
I'm a Bible believing Christian myself (LDS to be precise), and although that book doesn't mesh theologically with my own preferred flavor of Christianity, I found that the biblical references it cites make a great foundation for epic Cleric invocations. I changed a few names and had a great time.
TL;DR: This book cites epic Bible verses you can use for inspiration.
Father gives a talk on Our Lady of Sorrows. What are the 7 Dolors of Our Lady & why this devotion so great.
For more sermons & lessons please visit http://sentrad.org/
The Seven Sorrows of the Blessed Virgin Mary by Saint Alphonsus Ligouri
These media files are Penanceware, which require that you do one of the following: (1) $1.00 via Paypal, (2) offer up a decade of the Rosary, or (3) perform some form of penance for the intentions of Fr. Ripperger (for each individual media file downloaded). The same rule applies if you copy and distribute to friends.