So why are you failing? Do you test poorly? Is your state of mind stopping you from studying. Do you want to be there?
If you’re depressed then why? Past history of something terrible? Lack of movement/exercise? Eating the wrong foods? Family history?
You don’t have to answer me, but ask yourself these and more questions. Tackle the problems one by one. The dopamine hit you get from accomplishing something can help.
Try reading this book Blue Mind and get near some water. Might help one part of the problem.
I present these 2 things for your edification.
https://www.ted.com/talks/elaine_morgan_i_believe_we_evolved_from_aquatic_apes?language=en
https://www.amazon.com/Blue-Mind-Surprising-Healthier-Connected/dp/0316252115
You don't get it. Like, your ignorance is blinding on my side and I don't have time to teach you. You don't even seem to understand that the US will not be able to support the amount of refugees that will be created. We will not even be able to support ourselves down the road.
There are several books on water that I suggest you read if you actually care, I suspect you don't care enough to, but please prove me wrong. Here is a good one to start with if you live in the US. Water is going to be our first truly catastrophic problem, that actually already has been a catastrophic problem. We're going to see more and more and more Cape Towns in the very near future.
This is what is going on while we talk about Stormy Daniels. You have to educate yourself as to how fucked we really are if you want to have meaningful discussions otherwise these discussions are circle jerks in echo chambers.
It's hard to say without knowing more about the property. If this is a wetlands buffer on a lake though, I highly recommend this guide - https://www.amazon.com/Lakescaping-Wildlife-Quality-Carrol-Henderson/dp/0964745127/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1508889339&sr=8-1&keywords=landscaping+for+wildlife+and+water+quality.
It's quite cheap and very informative. Yes, it's targeted to MN, but the information will still be pertinent to you.
I'm studying internal seiching - which is a large standing wave that occurs on the interface between warm and cold water in a lake. These are waves act on the entire length of a lake at once, and can amplitudes of 10's of meters. They are often one of the biggest drivers of water movements within a lake. While people have been studying them for decades, and in general they're well understood, there's still work to be done once the shape of the lakes starts becoming more complex.
For books, I'd recommend "Limnology" by Wetzel as a starting off point. I've still only read the first 4 or 5 chapters because that's the only part that pertains to physical limnology. I should read the rest of the book so I have a better understanding of the biological/ecological aspects of these systems.
I heard a bit on NPR about a person who wrote a book about this!
i love the rain. i love water in all forms.
i just thought i'd put this book title here. i haven't read it yet - the wait list at the library is long. and maybe i won't because why read in scientific terms what you already know with your heart and soul but anyway ....
>Why are we drawn to the ocean each summer? Why does being near water set our minds and bodies at ease? In BLUE MIND, Wallace J. Nichols revolutionizes how we think about these questions, revealing the remarkable truth about the benefits of being in, on, under, or simply near water. Combining cutting-edge neuroscience with compelling personal stories from top athletes, leading scientists, military veterans, and gifted artists, he shows how proximity to water can improve performance, increase calm, diminish anxiety, and increase professional success.
Without a Paddle by Warren Richey is a great read. Its about his experience in the Ultimate Florida Challenge. The Ultimate Florida Challenge is a 1200 mile self supported race around Florida. Its a great read and highly recommend it to anyone who either wants to or does expedition style paddling.
First picture looks likes its IN the meadowloands and is one of the cedar wastelands. Much of the meadowlands prior to the 18th century was a cedar forest and there are areas where vast ancient stumps still remain.
If you ever have time, you should read the Meadowlands: Wilderness Adventures on the Edge of a City. It's really an incredible book for anyone who's familiar with that part of NJ, or anyone fascinated by a good ol battle between nature and industrialization.
Check out Viktor Schauberger's ideas on energy. I think he had the right ideas. He was even involved in developing a flying saucer for the nazis during wwII.
Read Hidden Nature for an intro to his work.