NTA because while it sounds like you didn’t behave the best, your dad’s alcoholism is driving this train. I do think it would be be better to look into some resources to deal with how you deal with your dad.
Adult Children of Alcoholics is a great organization. If you’re not somewhere you can get to meetings there are lots of resources on line.
https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline
Also, if you’re a reader, this book really helped me understand how I was letting alcoholism (of parent) control my life.