Maybe amazon will let you watch it.
https://www.amazon.com/Apostasy-Siobhan-Finneran/dp/B07CSNP4XG/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1528219506&sr=1-1&pi=AC_SX236_SY340_QL65&keywords=apostasy&dpPl=1&dpID=51zckNoU-8L&ref=plSrch
On Amazon,can rent or buy
It's available on Amazon Prime - https://www.amazon.com/Apostasy-Siobhan-Finneran/dp/B07CSNP4XG/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1531681809&sr=8-1&keywords=Apostasy