I highly recommend this book/memoir from a German machine gunner fighting on the eastern front. Absolutely brutal.
https://www.amazon.com/Blood-Red-Snow-Memoirs-Soldier/dp/0760321981
Looks like it's ~$14 for both hard and paper backs
Blood Red Snow: The Memoirs of a German Soldier on the Eastern Front https://www.amazon.com/dp/0760321981/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_glt_fabc_TXDJKEK7JTGTFHSSG20M
Here is the amazon link to the book. I highly recommend as well.
If you're looking for a German soldier perspective Blood Red Snow by Günter K. Koschorrek and Siege: A Novel of the Eastern Front, 1942 by Russ Schneider
Absolutely serious. You can go ahead and read any memoirs from soldiers who survived the Battle of Berlin. Stalin encouraged the Russians to exact revenge on Germany. He demanded they remember all the atrocities they saw committed unto dead Soviets during the push across Eastern Europe and into Germany, and then go pay back the Germans for that. That shit didn't happen in the west.
In all of these memoirs, they note how different the Americans were. They note how the Americans didn't rape like the Soviets, nor did they torture like the Soviets.
Since I know you're just gonna reply with something you painfully think to be witty, I'll search for you. Here's a favorite of mine, Blood Red Snow by Gunter Koschorrek. https://www.amazon.com/Blood-Red-Snow-Memoirs-Soldier/dp/0760321981
If you're gonna suck Nazi dick, at least read one fucking book written by your kkkomrades.