I understand that you are going through a tough time in your life. And you resent the fact that you can't just pay for the help you need. All I was trying to do was explain why they are not allowed to give you what you want. If railing against me trying to explain WHY you have a problem just because I didn't start out by giving you a solution helps you cope, go ahead. It's an anonymous internet account, and you aren't going to hurt my feelings.
Then I went on to tell you how a person of normal intelligence would go about filling in a set of simple, fill-in-the-blank divorce paperwork, and you infer that I'm the one who's mad? I think you are projecting your own emotions here. Again, divorce can be stressful, so I understand.
If a legal dictionary doesn't help enough, try this: http://www.amazon.com/Divorce-Dummies-John-Ventura/dp/0470411511/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1436370514&sr=8-1&keywords=divorce+for+dummies
There is a used copy listed for $4.02 including shipping.
I'll leave you with a joke from the great southern philosopher, Uncle Jesse: Why are divorces so expensive? Because they're WORTH IT!