Times like this makes me want to re-read Templar One, which gave a great lore-based explanation of why respawning is even a thing in EVE Online
>It is hated by everyone including devs.
Hated so much CCP had him write the Dust514 book. http://www.amazon.com/EVE-Templar-One-Tony-Gonzales/dp/0765326191
They're mainly their own legitimate books, so you'd need to buy them off Amazon or something. I haven't read them but i've gotten parts here and there and would honestly consider getting it if I wasn't a broke student.
http://www.amazon.com/EVE-Templar-One-Tony-Gonzales/dp/0765326191
http://www.amazon.com/EVE-The-Empyrean-Tony-Gonzales/dp/0765363909/ref=pd_bxgy_b_text_y
http://www.amazon.com/EVE-Templar-One-Tony-Gonzales/dp/0765326191/ref=pd_bxgy_b_img_y Templar One has a audiobook version.
I did hear that this one was nice: http://www.amazon.com/EVE-Templar-One-Tony-Gonzales/dp/0765326191
Edit:
And this one: http://www.amazon.com/Eve-Empyrean-Gollancz-Tony-Gonzales/dp/0575084855
There are more books tho