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Bruh... have you even studied apocalyptic literature? Do you understand it's themes and trends and how it was used in the 1st century Roman Empire?
Have you studied the differences between preterism, symbolism, historicism and futurism? I don't think you have. It seems you're trying to make sense of a vivid and wonderful passage of scripture without any foreknowledge other than what you've heard at church.
This book is recommended reading, as is any book or talk that states anything along the lines of "4 views of revelation". Good luck and I hope your future studies are enlightening :)