I can't say I struggle with it but I've been reading this book written by Christopher Yuan who has same sex attraction and found it to be a very biblically centered view of sexuality. Helpful to have that view, putting sexuality in it's proper place.
https://www.amazon.com/Holy-Sexuality-Gospel-Desire-Relationships/dp/0735290911
I can't promise God will change your sexuality. Sometimes he does, but sometimes he doesn't. But he can and will give you strength to be faithful through temptation. Everyone doesn't face the same temptations, but everyone faces temptation, and we are all called to be obedient. His grace is sufficient if you are determined to obey.
Please read Holy Sexuality and the Gospel by Christopher Yuan.
I'd also like to recommend "Holy Sexuality and the Gospel" by David Yuan, or his other book "Out of a Far Country." Both are autobiographical and I think you may be able to connect with his feelings and story to some extent. I'm sorry for what you're enduring right now, and just spent a moment praying for God to give you comfort and hope.