i just got mine on amazon, lol! here's a link to the one i got: LINK
i've barely used half of the jar so far and i've had it for 3 months, you really only need a few teaspoons to cover your entire face. but you could also look in local health food stores, too! manuka honey is supposed to be the best for it but i'm a cheapo sometimes and this has worked great for me to just boost hydration and help heal acne a lil bit.