I found a post on here with breakup advice. I can't find it again but the guy wrote a book. Even though it was for men being broke up with the healing advice really helped me. It's on Amazon for cheap too https://www.amazon.com/Breakup-Can-Break-You-Definitive-ebook/dp/B00QIGRJNQ
Hi.
Same boat here. She was my best friend and I planned to spend my life with her, but yeah, not gonna happened.
I recommend reading No breakup can break you. It's written by a redditor I think and there is a free pdf somewhere but I couldn't fid it.
It will help you understand what is going on in your head, and hw to get over it.
I also recommend reading The new psycho-cybernetics. It's an amazing book that will help you get your life together, get motivated and happy.
It helped me a lot and it can help you too I hope
Je te l'envoie en MP, mais il est dispo sur Amazon en Ebook:
https://www.amazon.com/Breakup-Can-Break-You-Definitive-ebook/dp/B00QIGRJNQ
Read this, it's all you need to know, trust me it's worth it: http://www.amazon.com/No-Breakup-Can-Break-You-ebook/dp/B00QIGRJNQ