If you ever want to chat please reach out. It's still new for me too, and I am still battling all of those emotions. I did buy a journal off Amazon that helps a lot. It was also written by someone divorced young. A little cheezy but regardless it's helped me reflect so much and kinda pull myself back to reality when I want to slip into the pity hole of "omg I'm getting divorced what is my life." Good luck and again please reach out even if you just want to vent!