Do you have any resources you can use at your church? Bible studies, singles groups, or if there is anyone there that counsels for free? (I said church because you said you are Christian, but I guess I shouldn't assume you attend a church.) https://www.amazon.com/dp/B06XJTLCJ3/ref=sspa_dk_detail_4?psc=1 I haven't read this, but it's one of the books I want to read... One of the many!