> buy a dildo or something to practice with myself
Suggestion, why not buy a small one and you two can use on yourself when you're together? Something small would be best to get accustomed to first, then work toward something bigger near your BF's size. While of course it still isn't the same as him being inside of you, I would think it would turn him on a bit, especially if you can enjoy it.
Here are two toys I would suggest:
<strong>Thin</strong> Purple Dildo Extra thin 1 inch in diameter, would be great to begin with
Vibrating Rechargable Prostate Messager I own this one, a bit thicker than the dildo at 1.5 inches at the thickest point (also for some perspective, the average penis diameter is around 2.5 inches, the vibrator is a little more than half that) The vibration and rechargeable function is great, but its pricier.
Either way, if it is not obvious, use lots of lube, when you think you've applied too much, apply a bit more.
And if you don't already have any lube on hand, or a preference, I would suggest this brand.
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