I actually finally decided to drop out of college and pursue what I really wanted to do: Cosmetology. I know a lot of people see that as a "backup plan" but I've always been interested in makeup and hair. That and college just wasn't for me. I have a learning disability that makes math nearly impossible. I've finally stopped feeling guilty about my decision and that in itself it an accomplishment!I was the first in my family to graduate high school let alone go to college, so the amount of guilt I had for leaving and feeling like I disappointed everyone was a lot to take. I still struggle with it sometimes because I'm still disappointed in myself. But the guilt of not meeting expectations is gone. I'm going to be really happy doing cosmetology. That's what really matters to me.
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Edit: adding what I'd like
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