I will keep you in my prayers. I’m so sorry you don’t feel supported by your mother. Is there another adult in your life you could speak to about your desire to get help? There are also a lot of good self-help resources. Here’s one of them: https://www.amazon.ca/Cognitive-Behavioral-Workbook-Weight-Management/dp/1572246251 Remember that God loves you, He hears you and He is the blessed controller of all things in your life. He will not forsake you or abandon you. Keep praying and keep turning towards Him when you get anxious or down. He will see you through this difficult time! 🙏🏻