Even though there was a brief time in my house growing up where we tried to be fundie, we just defaulted back to super conservative evangelical. I get what you mean. It sucks. Especially growing up feeling conflicted about your feminine purpose in life. Then throw some queerness into the mix? Jesus that shit was rough. During the time we weren’t fundie-lite it was easy to fall down that rabbit hole on YouTube (when i was finally allowed on it lol) and Pinterest. Especially in 2016. That was just the religious/right wing golden days and teenage me drank that shit up. I hadn’t looked into girl defined then, but I was really into proverbs 31 anything and would’ve fallen for them. return of the daughters and the princess and the kids fucked me up tho lol.