this book is a great step forward
There were some channeled books that were written in 1980-1981 called The Law of One Books that I like. There was a lot of information disclosed in those books from the source that is only just now being proven through science. There is a lot of information that is also disclosed that has not yet been validated by science that talks about the process and nature of our soul evolution. The validation that is already available for much of the information gives a lot of plausibility to the remainder.
I would recommend reading these, not to blindly believe in, but to ponder for yourself. We all need to find our own truth. If you want to read two books that give a lot of sources and analysis on the science that has been validated I'd recommend David Wilcock's two books 'The Source Field Investigations' and 'The Synchronicity Key: The Hidden Intelligence Guiding the Universe and You'. As always, use your own discerning judgement and make your mind up for yourself. Keep an open mind and try not to discount something simply because you don't want to believe it. Easier said than done, but it is necessary to unlearn things you thought you knew and open yourself up to new potential truths.
Thanks for the suggestion. I'm not sure I can tell my story in a post though. I might need a book! :)