also never , ever feel like " you are crazy"
we gave all been completely poisoned our entire lives with heavy metals, glyphosate/roundup, plastic, phthalates, other pesticides etc etc
https://www.amazon.com/Toxin-Solution-Products-Destroying-Health-ebook/dp/B01GCCT3D4/
it is truly such a shame, but unfortunately we are at where we are at.
well that's my two cents at least