Love this attitude! Great perspective, bro! If you haven’t already, you may want to check out the book “When Dreams Come True” by Eric & Leslie Ludy. Their book really transformed my understanding of Christ-centered relationships and how we live our lives while waiting for a God-given spouse.
https://www.amazon.com/When-Dreams-Come-True-Story/dp/1590523539/ref=nodl_
Their relationship books/advice are actually what led me to a deeper understanding of the Gospel. I’d also recommend Eric’s earlier sermons on his Ellerslie website about the Bible (why we can trust it and the God it speaks of) as well as the centrality of Jesus Christ. Really great foundation for a strong faith, in my opinion. One of my favorite sermons from him (which is actually super relevant for Christmas time is “The Lineage of Majesty.”