> My mom did assisted suicide two years ago
Wow - I wouldn't have the courage for that. My actual thinking has been very much influenced by "Atul Gawande - Being mortal and what matters in the end"
Drink a lot of water.
Retinol is supposed to be good but it makes my face raw.
Alpha hydroxy works well. KissMYFace used to make a good one. Bonus, works on acne too.
Clinique makes good stuff.