I appreciate the openness. The app I've been gravitating towards lately is the Bible app https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.sirma.mobile.bible.android Alternatively https://itunes.apple.com/us/app/bible/id282935706?mt=8 Which has a bunch of different translations as well as audio narrations for the more popular ones including ESV. It also sends you verses daily to your notification panel to keep you from getting too lazy (very helpful for me).
Good luck, and I hope you find Christ. I'll pray for you.