I think this is a good question - I hope people answer honestly because I'm curious to know as well - I know I will.
I don't consider myself lonely. I'm living with a close friend that started out as him protecting me when Corona started and nobody knew what the hell could happen. Now we get along fabulously and have a very healthy sex life.
A few years back - I started a chatous.com account and random chatted different people and really enjoyed it - then eventually came across someone who I could trust and made me feel a lot more comfy - which I started opening up about my past sex history... some of them. Instead of feeling guilt for a lot of the things I did, it actually felt therapeutic to open up to him and not be judged. He actually thought it was exciting for me to confess the things I did and be honest about how I felt at the time. It actually became a turn on to remember those awesome memories.
I think the bottom line is I was slut shaming myself for years - never even told anyone about my past adventures in my party girl years and then when I did - it was this relief to feel like I wasn't some terrible person for living a bit wild when I was younger.
I haven't really told any of those stories here, but if I did - I would be worried about being judged pretty harsh. People on reddit can be like that, unfortunately. But if I could have my wish - I would tell my past adventures and the person on the other side would be excited to hear someone else's experiences and want to hear more or confess their own awesome memories.
Great question.