Modest proposal. Maybe keeping a human in the state of anxiety is one of the end goals for these things? Maybe the reason they expose themselves just enough is to indoctrinate people sufficiently that are precisely maintained in a state of exhaustion and high anxiety? In this state a person is isolated and easily overwhelmed, fear of being abducted leaves the person unable to fight back. All of this to cause the person to more readily give up - surrender to what they think is overwhelming force and control. This enabling these things by providing a form of implied consent that they need to interact with our species. It is possible to stop them. We are more than what we appear in this reality and maybe their interaction with us comes at a price? To be in our heads, we must necessarily be in theirs.
I found that this book had conclusions I already arrived at. I think it is useful: https://www.amazon.com/Defend-Yourself-Against-Alien-Abduction/dp/0609802631.
As for not wanting to engage with our species, I believe that is a suggestive concept that is implanted into some to keep them isolated. It should be resisted. We gain strength, emotional power from each other and this strength is the Javelin missile needed when dealing with these things.
Coping requires two social faces one that handles daily life without drawing undue attention. The other is keenly aware we live in a porous reality, with at least one non human super power that has planetary dominance over us and we live with a species that is just beginning to become aware and is very twitchy.
Read this book: https://www.amazon.com/Defend-Yourself-Against-Alien-Abduction/dp/0609802631
Crappy title bc it sounds ridiculous but contains a survey of information from abductee claimants. If you or family members are encountering UAP/UFO at any time in their lives, IMHO, that’s a flag. Proximity of the UFO I personally take as an indicator of the degree of interaction. Obvious weird electrical events like you describe, IMHO, is a flag that activity is current. Disturbances in your home another flag. There are other indicators as well. I am a father. As a child I experienced things no one believed, giving me a reputation as an “exaggerator”. I realize now as adult those experiences caused long term CPTSD that I continue to unravel to this day. I’ve explained this to my kid - not fun. For some, these things are real. Not a hypnagogic state, imagination or mental illness. Have your child draw what he/she has experienced. Behave on the off chance it is really happening. Look for expressions of emotional state. What I experienced was terrifying beyond description.
So much of its circumstantial so please take it with a grain of salt.
Her ex was just really odd... At best he has Asperger's, VERY sadistic to her sexually, but it was always by trying to bite or tear her nipples off 🤷... Which he was able to do on three occasions.
She said his parents were "strange"... This coming from a woman whose psychiatrist father used to perform OTO sex magik ceremonies in their guest room when she was growing up.
Seriously... Yet she said her inlaws were "weird"...
This book has A Lot of questionnaires...
Many of the questions that are asked resonated with me in regards to the things that I learned about her... At this point I'm convinced that she's been abducted, but in Reading Dr. Jacobs books as well as his interviews and it has also made me wonder if her husband was a hybrid..
As far as her kids, extremely socially awkward like Way beyond anything I've ever seen before and please know I homeschooled my three adult children so at home school co-ops I've seen every type of kid on the spectrum that you can imagine...
Mind you it may just be that they were raised by two very bizarre individuals...
But again when I piece together her losing 22 pregnancies out of 24... The fact that she eventually was diagnosed with D.I.D, I want to blame it all on her upbringing with a very sadistic father who was deep into the occult but the more I've looked into it, the more I've started to believe that there has at least been abductions and then that makes me wonder if there's more in regards to hybrids.
So you demand an audience with an alien, or something close to an alien (doesn't seem to matter as long as it glows apparently), and then demand they reveal the secrets of the universe to you (because you're special?) regarding a human spirit's growth, if there even is such a thing.
You'd have better luck catching a dinosaur and demanding it reveal the secrets of of the universe to you. LoL! Try meditation instead, it's a bit more practical.
This may or may not help with your dreaming issue... it worked for me in an odd way. I had to stop taking it because I was kind of scared of what it did to me in dreams.
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B010N3D1H2/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o00_s01?ie=UTF8&psc=1
I would also say that whatever you are experiencing -- you are not alone. I remember similar thing happening to me when I was a child "Saying it'd be really cool to a see a UFO right now and all of a sudden seeing something". This was back in the 90s when this happened to me. I saw an object flying around as soon as I said that in the sky and I watched it move fast in a forward like motion and then move backwards for a few moments just to move forward. It creeped me out but I never forgot it. I haven't seen anything since. It was almost like a Z shape flight pattern.
I believe your thought of "It'd be cool to see something" is operating on the same wavelength as having a premonition. I strongly believe we are on the cusp of something huge with whatever it is UFOs/Aliens are. It's just a strong feeling I have in my inner being. I have also been blessed to experiencing 2 premonitions in the 5 days. I am a deeply seeded Born Again Christian and I see this as God giving me a heads up. My premonitions were personal things (wife in an accident with a moving truck -- I just knew it happened and I saw it happen in my mind -- she even called me and I stopped her before she could tell me what happened) and then yesterday, I saw my daughter (15-20 years in the future reflecting on what was happening at the very moment that we were currently living - with a decision I was about to make).
My brain's ability to perceive things is at a very heightened state currently.
Sherry Wilde's lifelong experiences recounted in her book The Forgotten Promise.
In terms of evidence, we can certainly ascertain that something is happening.
People are certainly seeing objects in the sky that don't conform to any conventional aircraft. We have photographic and video evidence, as well as eyewitness accounts from around the world stretching back hundreds of years. Are they alien spacecraft? Advanced military aircraft? God's chariots? That we don't know.
We have countless accounts of people being abducted from their homes or vehicles by strange looking humanoids from around the world stretching back decades. Is it aliens? Demons? Government agents? Mental illness? Mass delusion? That we don't know.
Don't be so quick to dismiss these accounts just because they sound scary or strange. Read into it some. I would recommend "Abduction: Human Encounters with Aliens" by Dr. John Mack. He takes a very academic view of this phenomenon. It's a very informative and fascinating read.