They didn't say it that way, but they did say I was young and couldn't get real drugs, and that if I was this desperate now I'd be moving on to hard drugs once I'm older. So, yeah they did.
Black pepper is just a mild stimulant I think. People act like I say it made me crazy high or something. I just said it wakes me up and supposedly potentiates dxm. I dunno, other people say you need to do a lot for potentiation.
My methods of eating it raw might be a bit much. I kinda like it since it's spicy. But people are acting like I tried it completely randomly because I was bored. Black pepper extract is actually sold in capsules, so really the only weird thing is eating it raw instead of buying capsules.
I'm pretty sure me eating black pepper is actually better and healthier for me than doing dxm at all. Plenty of people would probably say at 30 I don't gotta get high on cough medicine at all either. I don't "need" black pepper though, I just like it. Certainly don't "need" it the way I "need" dxm. DXM is kinda my antidepressant/mood-stabilizer as I've run into lots of issues trying to get a therapist or something through my insurance.
I would recommend taking 0mg.
If you need help weighing out this amount to make sure you've got perfect accuracy in dosing, I recommend using a miligram scale. It won't measure with accuracy below 1mg, but it's a close enough estimate to ensure you're taking the proper dose!
This is a good quality miligram-accuracy scale for a decent price.
I did mark this one as shitpost lol, it could work though.
But for real, yeah keep your nose plugged from before you open the bottle (so you don't get a whiff) until after you've taken a couple sips of your chaser and/or rinsed your mouth out. Personally never had to use a chaser AND rinse my mouth, but I know some people are extra sensitive and can puke if they taste/smell the syrup at all.
Better than spicy chips though would be Orajel. You can use that to numb your tongue, although that also has as taste and nearly made me throw up when I tried to numb the back of my tongue.
I got some Kava "Chill Pills" recently from amazon and those seem to numb your mouth too. I feel like those would work if you had a few before dosing: https://www.amazon.com/Up-Side-Kava-Chill-Pills/dp/B096HDDY6X/ (I think those are legal most places since it's on amazon)
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There's the game if anyone wants it.
I've been OBSESSED with idle games and other games on my phone recently. Anyone else like those? Or just too into other app games?
Having a smart phone is still kinda new to me since I just got my first one last year. I also found a game kinda like Katamari Damacy. And some other game where I get to be a black hole in the ground and eat things.