amazon... https://www.amazon.de/dp/B003Z1OWOQ/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_i_4SYdFb5HZ9DSS
I regreted not buying the dressing aid oil. Its very good to start small... and wash the nut away after.firong. otherwise the material gets rippled. also look for r/latexadvice. greez
I just saw a interesting show on this phenomena where they talked about Sex and Kink and the link between trauma and sex...