You need these for Christmas! Mighty Patch - Hydrocolloid Acne Pimple Patch for Zits and Blemishes, Spot Treatment Stickers for Face and Skin https://www.amazon.com/dp/B074PVTPBW/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_glt_fabc_5ZM0S5WH31CBNXH47CF7?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1
It is indeed big (or at least for me it is). It’s available on Amazon here . If you have other anal toys I’d recommend working up to this one - play with a smaller toy for a little while first as a warm up and then try these. They also vibrate very powerfully which is awesome! I still have only managed to get the largest bead in once and I regretted it 😅 maybe someday!