I like you man, so I want to help you with your problems.
Here's the link you were seeking for:
And here are all the mods:
https://www.minecraftmods.com/
Don't thank me, you are welcome ;)
Are you on Apple? I'm on android.
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.nkm.kp.hh&hl=en_US&showAllReviews=true