here and I'll have to look for the colorblind referance.
Oh, don't feel sad about pirating. ;)
It's not on any streaming site I can find.
You might be able to get it on vudu. It's listed there. Here's the link.
I went and looked for The Staircase given your comment. It looks like there's a film from 2011, and a TV series from 2013. Both directed by the same guy.
Which one is the one I should watch? Or are they the same?