I am assuming you're masturbating to images online because that is what 99% of people do, including myself. People are going to tell you to pray every time you're tempted or something, and you definitely should. However, that's just a given and not specific advice.
Get some basics down. Specifically: GET A WEBBLOCKER. I've had trouble with porn all through my teens and am only making real progress after I downloaded a webblocker. I repeat, GET A WEBBLOCKER. I use getcoldturkey.com because it's simple and impossible to bypass.
I am so sorry this happened to you.
Please know that the mistake/sin of someone else does not define you.
If you were falsely accused, the charges are just that: false. Remind yourself of this.
Christ was also falsely accused. So your Lord and Master goes before you. No servant is above his master. Offer your sufferings to Jesus.
Please start saying the Deliverance Prayers for Use by the Laity by Father Ripperger. You are under spiritual attack right now and must fight.
Saying a prayer for you.
Yes, they have a long history of opposing Catholicism. Masons were prominent in the French Revolution and the Irish rising of 1798. They helped lead the South American revolts against Spain as well as the unification of Italy. Discarding even the pretense of Deism, Grand Orient Lodges ceased to revere the Bible or any Volume of Sacred Law. They dominated the bitterly anti-clerical French Third Republic (1870-1940) that confiscated all Church property in France. They persecuted and slaughtered Catholics after the Mexican Revolution and during the Spanish Civil War. Even in today's European Union, Masons favor radical secularization. If you can, you should put this book on your reading list.
That is what I do not understand, why do women need to overtake and typically mock the previous males in their roles, I have Doctor Who in mind since that used to be my favourite show. The devil hates Mary, hence why he hates femininity, which is what this is truly an attack on. How is it empowering for women to become more like men? Chesterton made a really excellent statement on this here.
I also think you would really like this book.
I also suggest looking up books from the specific order you are thinking about. I'm discerning religious life with the Dominicans and have found a couple of books on noviet life and life as a Dominican. Also see about finding diaries, memoirs, and stuff like that.
Congratulations! If I could recommend a book Three to Get Married https://www.amazon.com/dp/0933932871/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_9DDCFJB2CC4GDTQ02NJT Very spiritually beneficial to understanding marriage!