For people who can't log in, another link; https://player.fm/series/the-why-factor-1301475/why-do-some-people-become-hermits
Hm, what kind of game and how bad of a computer?
A site for indi games comes to mind with an abundance of little games that don't need high specs, many of which are free! itch.io
Consider The Ravens: an educational book about hermits in history
https://www.amazon.co.uk/Consider-Ravens-Contemporary-Hermit-Life/dp/193623663X
The Pain Artist: the only good hikikomori novel I have found
https://www.amazon.co.uk/Pain-Artist-American-Hikikomori/dp/0923178252
Hey, bro
I can not relate to your experience and difficulties. But I am sadden to hear your story.
This book from Dr. Brian Weiss had helped me during my dark hours. And I hope it will do the same for you, even a little.
bruh, you watch Anime and Manga legally? If you do it good, you won't have to pay any fine.
https://nyaa.si/ (torrent file) + https://www.seedr.cc/files/ (do a little bit of free task for more free gb) and you can get pretty much any anime or manga for free. Also don't forget to delete the episode after downloading it, so you can use the space for another episode.
>simple shelving and stuff.
I got kicked out of an internship that had shelving and all other stuff in the super market after 3 days. This is why I won't apply to super market jobs even though they are like 50% of the job offers in this rural area.
They also hated that I ate alone outside the break room (I am a loner)
and yeah, I was slow in stuff as I'm not in the best physical shape. Or couldn't even lift it up because it was too heavy. And I was too uncertain in some stuff. I guess I should get some paper next time so I can write up instructions. And maybe get an autism diagnose for myself. But it's so hard to find any and I'm confused. There isn't any doctor in that bigger city that outright states that he diagnoses for autism.