I just looked at your post history and I hope you’re trolling. MDMA with an SSRI is no joke. If you’re actually still rolling read this and watch for symptoms because it can be fatal especially with a dose like 500mg
Sounds like he experienced an ego death it can be an extremely overwhelming experience. The linked video does a somewhat decent job explaining it. I'd also recommend the book The Psychedelic Experience to help him understand, and maybe even incorporate the experience into his life.
you know tripping on anti-cholinergics isn't fun right? it's not a psychedelic hallucinogen, it's a deliriant. it makes you fucking delirious.
http://www.thefreedictionary.com/delirium
here is what to expect from anti-cholinergics (after 1 entire tube of dramamine):
-pounding eyeball headache (increased intraocular pressure)
-visual hallucinations of light coming through the walls
-uncontrollable somnolence, with waking dreams that cause sudden verbal outbursts (as if to respond to dream characters calling one's name)
it sucks, i promise. do nutmeg or morning glories instead. ;)
Melatonin doesn't cause sleep, it 'activates' the brain's 'systems' (lots of quotations here because it's an oversimplification really) and promotes sleep. Agreed with others here, with melatonin more isn't necessarily always better.
ps: never bother going above 9mg, it has been proven to be a waste above that dose.
pps: try to use it sparingly. Another study showed it was rendered completely useless after 6 weeks of daily use. Tolerance breaks or spacing out your use is really crucial.
ppps: consider looking in to installing f.lux (if you haven't already) on all your devices. It had an amazing difference for me anyway. And it is a scientifically supported, non-pharmacological intervention that requires next to no effort.
It's 100 bucks a kilo. I have no idea how much 55 gallons of GBL weighs though. It was 100 bucks a liter. A cap full of the liter would be like 5 bucks- that'd be maybe 5ml.
I'm sure if you got a drum and sold it by the liter you'd make a tidy sum, but I can only speculate. You can write these guys and ask how much a drum goes for:
You can buy a 12-pack of 15ml borosilicate vials on amazon for $12.
Easily concealed, and at that price they are practically disposable.
>All of which I can get on amphetamines.
A. You probably don't have ADD like MsFit, metroid23 and probably OP, or I wouldn't think you'd be trash-talking many ADDer's life saver.
B. Bullshit. Not at the starting therapeutic dose of 5mg. I don't think you understand how mild therapeutic doses are. You would have to think about it and focus really hard to put your finger on any physiological changes you feel from 10mg or less of Adderall taken with food. This isn't anything like the 122mg of pure amphetamine daily average among recreational users (2001-2005 UK stats).
>Amphetamines may be the better option for you
Thank you. Yes, they are.
>but they still have the same drawbacks.
The same drawbacks? Not that I know of. Please show me the medical literature you're citing.
>The only reason you don't experience them with caffeine is because you use caffeine far more often. If you start to use amphetamines at the frequency you would have used caffeine, you will experience those same withdrawal symptoms.
This is wrong. Clinical psychopharmacology of AD/HD: Implications for animal models:
>"In humans, however, there is no systematic evidence of the development of behavioral sensitization to amphetamine after acute or chronic amphetamine treatment when the drug is used in the therapeutic dose range (i.e., is not abused)."
I'm going to go look up studies on what % of people feel various negative side-effects of caffeine at daily-repeated chronic 100-300mg doses, and compare this with the studies of chronic therapeutic doses of Amphetamines including Mixed Amphetamine Salts (5-30mg chronic repeated daily use), and Lisdexamphetamine (10-70mg chronic single daily use) that I have on file.
Anything else, Kaiser?
lol no, never had the sweaty butt phenomenon you’re mentioning. hehe, did you check if it was a valerian root only compound you’ve had? sometimes they mix a bunch of stuff like valerian, gaba and plant extracts like passion flower into one pill.
here in german supermarkets, valerian root extract pressed into pills is available. Idk how it’s available where you live, but if you search at amazon or ebay for “valerian root extract” you will find tons of products. Just look out that there is no other stuff mixed in there, then you can take as many of them as you want. There is no overdosing. Some people just need to take way more of valerian root to feel an effect.
Either you’ve reacted to some other compound or your body processes valerian just that way. ^^ everyone ticks differently. Or maybe I just can’t smell my own valerian stink. hmm.
EDIT: Something like this looks okay amazon-link
Take this with a grain of salt cause I haven’t tried it yet BUT Customer at my shop comes in and always gets q carbo and he swears by it, he’s active duty and he and his brother both get tested, I’ll add a link but they have a website (on the bottle) follow those instructions, stay fit and hydrated as well to keep as little on your system as possible.
Ergotamine is contraindicated (not recommended) with sumatriptan use. Given that LSD is derived from ergotamine, it would not be advisable to take these substances in combination, or within 24 hours of each other. Serotonin syndrome is associated with LSD as well as tramadol/sumatriptan; however this wouldn't be my primary concern.
In my experience, I've not found drugs to really be a good solution for sleep. So I'm gonna go a different route here and suggest trying to change some habits instead. Maybe you've heard/tried them all already, but if you're really having trouble, it's worth pursuing good sleep habits and sticking to them.
🤷♀️ This doesn't even work, sorry but you're wasting your time. And your body but that's besides the point to you, as it stands currently.
Give this a read if you're in the mood for some chicken noodle soup for the soul style advice.
Also, fuck junk food. Spend all your money on books. This one is a fantastic start and will provide you with a reintroduction to the basics of being a human.
Don't worry too much about being a good human just yet... you're forgiven. And you're young. You are allowed this departure from traditional and convention, no matter how much your gut tells you to beat yourself up for it. Eventually, you will find your way. Just make sure you're able to stick around on this earth long enough for the fireworks.
You'll be alright, kid. This is not the end. Thank whoever or whatever you believe in for that, but most importantly? Thank yourself, and drink more water.
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If you recommend a burner without linking to some resource of caveats and gotchas 2, you're setting up OP to spend money and go through the motions for nothing. Proper burner use with insecure channels dramatically decreases availability, so if you're going to use one, just use it with Signal or another end-to-end encrypted service so you don't have to worry about it.
I’ve used this before with great results. Good luck!
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Anki is a flashcard app that uses spaced repetition:
Spaced repetition presents you information you want to learn at the right pace to maximize your retention. You can use it to learn languages, school stuff, trivia, facts about yourself, etc...
Interactive explanation: https://ncase.me/remember/
You might want to check out this article on author Aldous Huxley who had his wife inject him with LSD as he was close to death, he died tripping.
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http://www.openculture.com/2011/10/aldous_huxleys_lsd_death_trip.html
There are two problems you could have: diluting below the detection limit, or adding too much water to the reagents and interfering with the test (ie by lowering the acidity). Some dilution might not be an issue, depending on the initial concentration and volume of test reagents used, but that is a huge dilution. With a standard 1/20th of a mL drop, there would only 1/300th of the initial mass exposed to the reagent, which is barely more than 0.4ug (40ng). You can't really use more solution to overcome this either because then you'll be diluting the reagents too much.
I can't find a detection limit for that compound, by cyclopiazonic acid, another highly functionalized indole, apparently has a 25ng limit but that's when dried in a spot compact spot on silica. So I would not recommend testing the diluted solution, at least not initially. I would test a piece of tab and then the dilution (or different concentrations) and compare the results, for science!
I’m so sorry you’re in so much pain.
Yes, psychedelics can be life changing, but there’s no substitute for the integration that has to happen afterward.
Psychedelics can help you answer all the whys, and to see yourself through more loving eyes, as a child of the universe, made up of the same stuff and as worthy of being loved as all the rest of us.
I’ve used mdma, lsd, dmt, ketamine and nitrous recreationally and as part of my quest for self love, in conjunction with ongoing therapy, end I’ve made tons of progress that I think would’ve taken longer without drugs.
Please be kind to yourself, especially now. No matter what your body looks like, you are worthy of love.
https://www.amazon.com/Psychedelics-Integration-Handbook-Ph-D-Westrum/dp/173387660X
What worked for me - Sam Harris 9 min meditation before bed. No bullshit, very clear, like his voice.
What I use now is the Headspace app - so many cool courses, features, and staff.
I've used this twice with total success. You drink it about three hours before hand, pee three or four times, then your good for your test. But stop smoking right away. THC is stored in fat cells that slowly burn away as your body works. Do some heavy workouts and gonfor some runs. Sweat a lot. Best you can do unless you bring some clean or fake urine with you.
There weren't really any around. This was written in 1957 and brought psilocybin in to the mainstream. It really wasn't available for widespread use until Terence and Dennis McKenna wrote Magic Mushrooms: A Grower's Guide, creating a simple method for growing these yourself from spores and equipment any person could just buy.
Mescaline was around, but it was sort of confined to more elite circles.
Edit: If you're interested in the history, I'd recommend reading Michael Pollan's book.
I will down the pill with a good amount of Diet Coke, then eat 1-2 crackers with peanut butter. The peanut butter crackers are Ritz brand. I usually go through 1.5-2 packs of 6 for all my 30 min doses.
Although just eating a couple spoonfuls if peanut butter each dose would work just as well. Really just looking for fatty foods.
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Vodka is what people usually use (40%+ alcohol). It will absorb better than water, and substances will more readily dissolve in it.
It's likely you're using the wrong kind of paper, though. You need absorbent paper. It's common to use 140# watercolor paper, which works quite well.
If you find an equivalent paper your method should work just fine given enough evaporation time. It'll work better if you can make a solution in vodka instead of water, but given that you already have whatever solution you have that's probably not an option.
You just use the key as a kind of scoop from a bag so it is about how much would end up on the end.
If you are really intent on eyeballing your doses, you could get little spoons like this. Just measure how much is in the spoon when it's leveled off, then you will know how much (of that material) that spoon holds for future uses. One of the problems with eyeballing is that different materials (and different batches) will have different densities, so it really is safer to use a scale...