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>There’s a secret that real writers know that wannabe writers don’t, and the secret is this: It’s not the writing part that’s hard. What’s hard is sitting down to write. What keeps us from sitting down is Resistance
Read The War of Art
In trials most addicts can't tell the difference between hydromorphone, morphine, and heroin. You can Google for the studies if you want...
For the rush... Hydromorphone is closest, but stronger than an H rush.
For the high... Morphine is fucking identical.
Edit - Source: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/232770962_Comparison_of_heroin_and_hydromorphone_in_opioid_users
There are a lot of scholarly articles you can google that state going cold turkey is dangerous bc it increases risk of seizure, similarly to benzos. https://www.mayoclinic.org/drugs-supplements/gabapentin-oral-route/precautions/drg-20064011
Congratulations brother, keep up with it. Only you can take control of your life, continue to keep yourself busy. Just a word of advice, don't start heavily investing into the market without really learning the fundamental and technical aspects of how it works. The stock market is an easy way to lose a lot of money. I suggest you to read some books, The Intelligent Investor is a good start. Good luck and keep it up, you're an inspiration to many!
I know where they got the idea. I'll bet it was someone like me, who grew up on murder mysteries or just mysteries, all kinds of crime shit. I thought of this immediately!
~TEK Part #3: Convert to Morphine Hydrochloride~
This is the purification step to get an EXTRA pure material, Morphine HCl. This will be as pure as we can make it at home.
Cover your Calcium Morphenate powder with 10% (or higher) Hydrochloric Acid and let it stand for 20 minutes, stirring every 5 minutes. There should be about 3mm Of HCl above the Calcium Morphenate.
This liquid is then passed through activated charcoal on top of a wet coffee filter. The liquid that comes through is left to dry.
The oven method again will be used to dry it out fully. When dry, this should be a white odourless crystalline powder, otherwise known as Morphine Hydrochloride.
Conclusion
You can then take the Morphine HCL and turn it into almost pure Diacetylmorphine (aka Heroin) using the guide below, written by 420chan's very own NZ (highly recommended!) - http://www.taimapedia.org/index.php?title=HomeBake_Heroin. Doing so will require that you obtain acetic anhydride, but you can obtain a suitable quantity of AA by purchasing an aspirin synthesis kit... find one on Google or check eBay/etc for that or any other kit containing the reagent.
Best of luck trying this out and be sure to report back with your results!
Guide created by BigD and Q of 420chan's /opi/ board. Adapted for Reddit by Sexwithhorses. You may download a PDF version of this guide @ https://www.scribd.com/doc/291623092/Guide-Extract-Morphine-HCl-from-PST
just ordered this off amazon the other day ^ its awesome
As others have mentioned, the glassine bags are regional. I don't believe anyone has mentioned yet though that the other reason, beyond the branded stamp, that they're sometimes referred to as stamps or stamp bags is that their intended use is for just that -- postage stamps. You can get a better look at them, unfolded, on this amazon listing.
If you've ever bought rare stamps from a dealer usually a single stamp will come in one of these sized bags. Multiples will be in larger ones. They're literally just like waxed paper bags though.
Where I live in Canada it is never sold like this. H always comes in mini zip bags or in folded up pieces of paper referred to as "flaps".
Edit: oops, looks like u/DeeboComin beat me to the punch with the postage stamp info. Sorry!
Only order domestically. ALWAYS use a great VPN that DOESN’T log anything like IPVanish. You order a few times and start to get lazy and accidentally log on without having your VPN on and run across a hell of a deal on some pure coke or whatever and order it from overseas. Feds got you. You think there aren’t feds all over the markets selling this? Hell they are here on Reddit, guarantee you that shit!
Appreciate the heads up and reminder.
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This was the one I remember dude posting ages ago. I don't think you have to hold it down, just push it every so often or else it sends for EMS.
Heya man! You're right not to give up! Relapse is apart of recovery, that doesn't mean it's an excuse to relapse instead, it just means that instead of letting one relapse turn into multiple days, weeks and months of active use you just get back on the horse and go at it again.
Another helpful thing is to keep a joyful journal. Everyday, write down one thing that makes you grateful or happy each and everyday. I use this app so that I can (optionally) take a picture of that thing that makes me smile. Then, when I'm feeling down or wanting to overuse my script or engage in negative behavior, I scroll though it and it makes me so much happier that I relax a little and am able to beat whatever what getting me down.
I guess that sort of makes sense, but that's not how most of these time release mechanisms work.
Most of them use an osmotic push-pull mechanism ... meaning that the drug is "pushed" out of the pill by osmotic forces ... meaning the higher concentration of water in your stomach is the driving force not the acidity or what-ever.
Black kitties are the best!! (Doggies too- I have a black lab).
If you're ever bored and looking for a feel-good, easy to watch flick, check out "A Street Cat Names Bob," available on Netflix if you're in the US. It's about a recovering heroin addict who gets adopted by a stray kitty (Bob) who helps him with recovery. Based on a true story.
I hear a lot of older ex-smokers say the same thing. They claimed to have no problem using cannabis when they were in their younger years (0-~30). Then getting older (~30+), they began to develop symptoms of high anxiety when using cannabis.
I'm not sure if you've ever searched in the "scholar" section on Google you can normally find some interesting articles. Take a look at this link, it has a couple articles there that are rather interesting. http://scholar.google.com/scholar?q=anxiety+and+panic+attacks+associated+with+cannabis+use&btnG=&hl=en&as_sdt=0%2C44
If you ever want to do this again, get yourself a coffee table book called "Rhyming Cockney Slang". My sister studied abroad a few years ago and brought it back for me as a gift. So funny. Awesome post, by the way, had me grinning.
Myanmar. Going to possibly move to the place next door where kickboxing is famous. There may be one hospital there which has it. I actually have my own procedure for cleaning it up a bit. Here they just give it to me with some nasty solvent in it. I would put it in the fridge, let one gunky layer settle, discard that, use a rice cooker to evaporate the solvent off and then something like vodka or everclear and water to redissolve it. I have used glacial acetic to change its effects. I cant explain why, but schweppes lime soda is actually more effective than glacial acetic.
seems its also available in USA!
https://www.webmd.com/drugs/2/drug-93960/opium-tincture-oral/details
eidt; I just googled it and found this:
http://www.oxforddictionaries.com/definition/english/hiccup
which states near the bottom that the origin of the word is, "late 16th century: imitative; the form hiccough arose by association with cough."
Don't mean to be an ass, just posting search results, but google scholar is invaluable for finding peer-reviewed research: google scholar: "heroin, addiction, AGS3" since 2005.
Hope this helps. Otherwise, no I haven't heard anything about this before your post, but it's interesting thanks.
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learn a programming language or HTML/CSS so you can build a website. not only can these skills develop into a good paying career, but it makes it easy to pickup freelance jobs whenever you need to make some extra cash. not to mention it's really fun!
If you are going to start IVing, pick up micron filters and start using those from the very beginning. They will save you money and pain (by rendering your injections sterile, thereby avoiding infections, etc.) Not to mention, it will prevent all sorts of bullshit cuts from entering your bloodstream and collecting in your lungs and elsewhere.
Here is an example available on Amazon. Go for the 0.22um pore size (or lower.) this pore size is small enough that bacteria and some viruses are filtered out manually, rendering your shot much safer.
You don’t want the normal stuff anymore because your brain’s dopamine reward system has been hijacked by opiates. Opiates have replaced most of what you wanted out of life and if you progress to heroin then it will replace everything you will ever want out of life. What you just wrote, about yourself, could be the opening case study in an Addiction Medicine textbook.
The question you have to ask is if this is what you want the rest of your life to be about. You know that what you hoping for is wishful thinking. Each step along the way has been more than you expected to happen. What you are going to get is a fairly quick death or a life going in and out of withdrawal, financial destitution, alienation of family and friends, multiple stints in rehab, and recovery as your main goal.
You haven’t been able to control it up till now so you’re kidding yourself if you think you will be able to control the hard stuff. How about spending $5 to help decide what you’re life is going to be like. Take a look at this new documentary on Amazon Video: https://www.amazon.com/Dying-Vein-Generation-Todd-Allen/dp/B071VM3623
Got amazon?
You could maybe overnight it to yourself.
I definitely recommend A Savage Lost. You can check out some excerpts on u/asavagelost.
You can purchase on Amazon. A Savage Lost https://www.amazon.com/dp/1720741972/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_cILYBb5EGDWH0
Oh it is SUPER easy to make your own kratom capsules (I think they're 500 mg but just take 2 at a time). Buy a pack of gelatin capsules and a manual pill "machine" on Amazon.
Get a big thing of kratom (I bought I think 500 grams on some website I can't remember because this was three years ago) and you're set.
It's a tiny bit of a pain in the ass sometimes but not as much as trying to fill them by hand, dipping the capsules in a thing of kratom.
It may be hard to get the other stuff in there tho and any kiwis in the gelatin capsules I got make them melt so no oils).
If I find them, I'll edit this to provide links to the capsules and machine.
General idea of the capsules and size you want
This is similar to what I have but it's for 00 capsules.
Edit: links and then fixed links because I'm dumb
https://www.amazon.com/Membrane-Solutions-Lab-Supply-Diameter/dp/B074QM7VTW/ref=sr_1_7?s=industrial&ie=UTF8&qid=1544632770&sr=1-7&keywords=wheel+filters Idk why not, $1 per on amazon I used to order these and rigs off amazon once a month back when I used, My veins thank me for it now that I'm clean.
They are capsules not tablets and they are filled with a fine white tasty powder. They are either 5mg,10mg or 20mg also I'm in New Zealand these are our standard supplied oxycodone IR and from what I've seen on this sub are pretty hard to get in the US. Here's a photo https://vgy.me/qxBGQV.jpg of some of mine
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Jeepers. That sounds like a rough ride. Like others have suggested, get yourself a therapist. Do you have a job? Maybe hit up the gym? Use Meetup.com to connect with people in your area. You'll be able to conquer this. I know you can do it.
You do realize you're looking up morphine freebase, right? Try looking up any morphine salt. Here's the hydrochloride salt: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/223064751_The_solubility_of_morphine_and_the_stability_of_concentrated_morphine_solutions_in_glass_polypropylene_syringes_and_PVC_containers
50mg/ml, and that's in a dextrose solution.
edit: that was a bit snotty of me, I don't mean to be like that. I should explain that freebase (or sometimes free acid, even) molecules are rare in nature because they tend to bond with organic acids. if they weren't soluble in water they would be essentially useless to a plant, because basically everything a plant does is facilitated by water. there are exceptions to this, like cellulose, but they're usually created from water soluble components as the building blocks.
Hey! I'm similarly trying to work at home and sending you all the warmth and best of luck! Amazon Turk is a site where one can do online tasks (like transcribing audio, for example) for companies - essentially it is immaterial digital labor - and get paid for it. I haven't started doing it yet, but it seemingly pays reliably and I have friends who have good things to say about it. Here's a link: https://www.mturk.com/mturk/welcome
Here's the die set for the M boxes and a pill press to get you rolling No one knows WHAT could be in these, so definitely… caveat emptor. I've been burned for "only" $300 but it wasn't a dangerous; well, I didn't die, at least, chemical. If it looks and sounds too good to be true, it quite possibly is!
This is the one that everyone is talking about. The debit card, not the prepaid master card like the one post below. Edit: Wow. Forgot to post the link. Too many drugs... Here Ya go! https://www.paypal.com/webapps/mpp/debit-card
I found this dudes LinkedIn profile. Here it is in case anyone wants to see this dude. Says he's an HR talent manager for Weiss markets in Sunbury PA. This is a prime example of why you should not provide a bunch of personal information on reddit. Idiot....
Yah dude you're gonna love it. Just stay away from the Syrian border areas as there are some major operations starting soon near Hatay.
Save this link too so you will have an idea of the currency exchange as your trip gets closer
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the word is actually either "judgment" or "judgement". both are acceptable; the former is the preferred usage in american english whereas the latter is preferred in the UK.
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https://saidit.net/s/GreyMarket/ is a website i found somewhere here and they have vendor discussion and reviews as well. Its setup exactly like here and its a really legit site, I found a vendor on there and i ordered some 150mgs of liquid etizolam solution for $58 with delivery and i got to pay with e-check as well. It took 2 days to get here and will be here today. This place is nice tho.
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if you would be interested in chatting, and have ever used opioids, please reach out by scheduling a meeting with me using my Calendly link (https://calendly.com/hredox/20min), and to show my appreciation i will email you a $20 Amazon gift card after our meeting.
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I mean I don't IV, but cotton is kinda a shitty way to go from what I understand because you'll still get a bit of particulate matter in there. You need real filters (like these).
But yeah the majority of the morphine is in the water. Same general idea of doing a CWE with hydrocodone or codeine where the opioid stays in the liquid and the crap you don't want settles to the bottom.
Are they OPs? Those things are hard as hell to crush, but you might just want to cut it into smaller pieces and take them orally. If you have a really good crusher similar to this with the teeth that kinda touch, you can crush them into pretty tiny pieces and that will make it closer to IR.
Oral BA is good, so there's really no reason to go through the extra steps to boof it (and tbh I'm not even sure that's going to work too well unless you can get it into a fine powder since your intestines aren't going to be able to digest the ER bits).
idk if i can send some to you from overseas but in case i can't here's an amazon link
I miss him as well. He had great posts. I picked up his book on amazon and it did not disappoint. Hope he is doing well.
his website which has an update as recent as 1/30/2018
Hey Morbo, hope you are doing well. Thanks for the stories!
Amazon
What the fuck are you talking about? These are made for hospital use. How on earth is there a 100% chance that there will be glass particles in it? Why on earth would you tell OP to throw away something like this dude? OP DO NOT THROW AWAY OR SELL THIS YOU CAN STILL USE IT. Even if he is telling the truth about there being glass particles in it order a micron filter off amazon for 10 dollars and run it through that then shoot it.
Heres a link. https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B074QM7VTW/ref=ox_sc_act_title_3?smid=A2H1GLRQD13O8L&psc=1
You will need some luer lock syringes too to filter it with then you can transfer it into the needle you intend to shoot with.
Sleep is beautiful, I've grown a deep appreciation for it over the years. I love dreams, even when they're nightmares. I get very vivid sometimes lucid dreams.
I aim for 12am, 2am at the latest, but 4ish is what I end up with. If I don't go to sleep right when I get tired, then there's not much of a chance of me doing more than laying awake for hours.
I'd love to read your writing, if you ever feel like posting it somewhere.
Almost all my writing is based on my own experience, I know there's been a lot of beauty in my life, but it seems to not have made such a clear impression in my mind as the dark parts. Maybe once I get some more of these feelings out the happier ones will come easier.
Thanks for the advice, I'll think on it next time I'm writing. I appreciate it and any feedback you have to offer.
I love reading anything that makes me feel. Steinbeck comes to mind. The way his writing describes human lives, peoples dreams and tragedy, and how often the two are intertwined is amazing. I also read a ton of high fantasy stuff. The Malazan Book of the Fallen being my favorite. Long arching stories of tragedy and hope. Good world building also fascinates me.
I really like that. It's a great way to think about it.
Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance is something I've been meaning to read for years now. Its literally been sitting by my bed unopened for well over a year. I'll get the audio book so I can listen to it at work.
You didn't lose me. Words are one of the few things in life I don't get lost in (although I do like to lose myself in them). Thank you for you're thoughtful words. Its posts like this that keep me writing.
This may be a moot point now, but I believe the oral bioavailability of clonazepam is something like 90%. Intranasal is comparable in bioavailability but negligible in difference. Next, most (all?) benzos aren't very water soluble. IIRC high proof alcohol works for some, but the best IV solution is with propylene glycol or another glycol variant - however these solutions obviously have risks. All in all, just eat your benzos if you're going to continue using them.
Having fun sober is completely up to you. Finding new hobbies, friends, or things to occupy your time in general. What really helped me is to change my routines. I had programmed myself to expect a certain group of events to occur in a given day, most of them being drug use or the motions needed to acquire drugs. I worked to change that expectation - I also went to prison. Isolating what was causing these expectations, the routines that resulted, and the rewards in the end. There's a book that helped incredibly with this, I have linked it at the bottom of this post.
It's really up to you what you want in the end. It sounds like you're trying to escape reality for some reason, and altering your state of mind isn't necessarily working for you. Ask yourself the WWWWH series. Try to keep track of urges/expectations and adjust accordingly (realize your expectation and adjust the routine to achieve the desired result). The book listed below helped me with this tremendously.
Good luck.
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One of my friends actually wrote a book about when her b/f & her stayed during hurricane Katrina and 2 days in that's when the levee broke and they knew they were in for some shit...
Lemme get the link w/s:
https://www.amazon.com/Heroin-Hurricane-Katrina-Howling-Within-ebook/dp/B008RN322U
One of my friends actually wrote a book about when her b/f & her stayed during hurricane Katrina and 2 days in that's when the levee broke and they knew they were in for some shit...
Lemme get the link w/s:
https://www.amazon.com/Heroin-Hurricane-Katrina-Howling-Within-ebook/dp/B008RN322U
Have to reply because "dumping opiates" on someone with chronic pain doesn't always make pain worse long-term. As a cp patient for 10 years, my dose has stayed the same for over 8 years now and is still very effective. It backs the pain off enough to stop suicidal thoughts, but, no, it doesn't negate the pain completely. That's more than enough for me. Hyperalgesia is not a proven consequence of long-term use and isn't proven to even exist. While some folks may potentially develop it, medical literature does conclude that there aren't many answers yet on hyperalgesia: https://www.researchgate.net/publication/264709493_Opioid-Induced_Hyperalgesia_OIH_A_Real_Clinical_Problem_or_Just_an_Experimental_Phenomenon Just trying to add another perspective, because opiate therapy is absolutely life-saving for a lot of ppl with intractable chronic pain.
http://www.thefreedictionary.com/involuntary+muscle
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Delayed_ejaculation :
>Opiate-based medications and recreational drugs can prevent or delay ejaculation as they paralyze or slow all involuntary muscles, such as the ones that control dilation of the eyes, digestion, urination and ejaculation.
I was able to do this too. When middle man used my phone and deleted the "recent call" history, I was able to just redial (even if they delete the number)!
http://osxdaily.com/2016/11/24/redial-last-called-phone-number-iphone/
http://tinypic.com/r/2lbdj7m/8 - just took this last week after a haircut, not looking homeless is a good change of pace. http://tinypic.com/r/eqnzop/8 - beach bod, you can see my left rib jutting out from getting hit by a car at 5.
Drug Use for Grown-Ups says clearly yes. I'd say Yes too but there are rules and if the rules are even remotely bent or broken, things get bad immediately. The odds aren't particularly good but just like anything else, in moderation, absolutely.
"Kratom and Other Mitragynines: The Chemistry and Pharmacology of Opioids from a Non-Opium Source" https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/0367869241?fbclid=IwAR1pH7poVLhXUyXAWMGWZQci00w2_2fZgRjd6QXP36VkOtWhRWJRHeoJREs
Read this book b4 you launch on your journey. It’s a fantastic read and will educate the reader on the different types of smoking opium (yes, there’s a liquid opium which is rare bc of the required effort to create and the lower quality opium that is high in morphine).
So true! Isn't it weird how codeine metabolizes into morphine but hydrocodone doesn't? That's my understanding anyway based on research: http://wiki.answers.com/Q/How_long_does_hydrocodone_stay_in_your_system
Sorry comedy is my coping mechanism, even with serious situations in my life it's just how I deal, joking aside though I do know there are a multitude of medical conditions (including other medications that have this as a side effect) that can cause this, but luckily there are also multiple ways to treat it. I wish I could help more but as a man the extent of my knowledge on vaginal moisture only goes so far, and it's in a different direction lol.
Get some fent test strips. If there is a needle exchange 8n your area, they almost all give free fent test strips. You can search here to see if there are any exchanges in your area.
Drug Use for Grown-Ups: Chasing Liberty in the Land of Fear https://www.amazon.ca/dp/1101981660/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_i_WQHZ4EPBP887NTKRDX43
Here’s something helpful perhaps. It’s a book by Dr. Carl L. Hart. He is a recreational heroin user and has been for some time. Check it out
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I found some on Amazon, do you think these will work (VeriCheck) https://www.amazon.ca/VeriCheck-Fentanyl-FYL-Test-Strips/dp/B07GC8F75Z/ref=mp_s_a_1_1_sspa?crid=XRNSNYHV3CFH&keywords=fentanyl+test+strips&qid=1648176291&sprefix=fent%2Caps%2C61&sr=8-1-spons&psc=1&spLa=ZW5jcnlwdGVkUXVhbGlma...
Buy one of these off of Amazon. This bidet has enough pressure at the highest setting to give you a water enema. It makes passing opiate turds much much easier.
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I found them! A little pricey for just a 12 pack of gummies, but I'm glad to know they sell just packs of them!
But yeah, definitely worth it for the deals you can get. And sometimes it's deals on top of deals. If you can get the same thing you would elsewhere at the dollar store, get it. Saves a lot of money in the long run considering it's the same thing for less money and even less gas depending on where you live too!
A slim jim is a flat, flexible bit of metal with a notch cut in it that you can slide down in between the window and the door to grab the cable that is used by the interior door lock control to unlock the door.
Feel free to look at some of these pictures from people that have used Krokodil. From what I've read once you start using you have given yourself a one year life expectancy. Keep in mind these images are NSFW and NSFL.
Sorry my friend. I think this may be what you are looking for 😊
Drug induced gynechomastia
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/22862307/
Edit - or this
https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/gynecomastia/symptoms-causes/syc-20351793
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I've read that the fat solubility of fetty is actually a myth, the reason you have so much trouble switching to subs yet enter withdrawal after only a few hours, is because these pills contain more than 1 fentalogue.
Apparently one of these tested presses (or it might have been dope, can't remember it was a few years ago) - it had 3 fentanyl analogues - one of them was short acting, which gave most of the high and is why you went into WD not long after. The other one was a long lasting analogue that lasted 32+ hours like methadone. This is what causes people to go into PWD's after 2+ days. The third one was inbetween and might have only been in minor amounts.
Anyone know for sure? Same with methadone it doesn't actually get in your fat cells it's just that daily use at 100mg, due to the half life, your body builds up massive amounts over time.
See Fig 1 on this link, you dose say 50mg a day but over time your body has built up 200mg until it reaches steady state. This is why it can take a few days for the drug to clear your system.
But I don't know this 100% for sure as whatever actual analog is in your dope could be anything.
You can get them on in loads of places, Amazon and Exchange Supplies being two good options.
Just bear in mind that some tests are for urine and some tests are for powder/pills themselves.
I would avoid this deal regardless and look for the pills in a blister pack. They can be faked too but it’s just that bit more effort, there’s plenty of Sandoz/Mundipharma around.
You need .22 micron filters for a luer lock syringe idk if you can use them with the BD ones find a better one than these lol too cuz they ain’t the best but this what u need to use with IM drugs or you will get an abscess. https://www.amazon.ca/Advangene-Syringe-Filter-sterile-0-22micron/dp/B077T7FQG5
Its plastic but it's very cheap and works pretty well. Although I've found that for larger pills or pills harder to break, they kinda need to be cut into halves or quarters so they crush easier. When I've crushed pink K56s the pink coloring kinda sticks to it although can mostly come off by just wiping it with a finger or cloth.
Ideally I would think glass would be the best non stick material but you'd probably only find a glass mortar&pestle set which does work well although doesn't full contain the substance.
Tell him to just order them offline from amazon and have them sent to a locker
I just bought 100 of these for that exact purpose: http://www.alibaba.com/product-detail/Wholesale-bulk-price-Sterile-plastic-nasal_1752927995.html?spm=a2700.7724857.35.1.Hd3T8f
It works great. Just like everyone else said, just mix it with water and give it a tiny amount of heat like you're gonna cook a shot, then I poor it into those bottles, and spray all day.
People will say that H will convert to Morphine very quickly, but this is an urban myth. It's actually stable for 6 days until there is any loss at room temperature, and if you need to store it even longer, it goes up to 12 days when stored slightly above freezing (5C).
I can find the research paper / source if anyone is interested
There's a great book by Sam Quinones called Dreamland that goes into depth how the crooked pharmaceutical industry sold doctors and patients a lie based on an invalid study, and the correlation of the Mexican cartels swooping in to exploit the booming market of desperate pill addicts.
https://www.amazon.com/Dreamland-True-Americas-Opiate-Epidemic/dp/1511336404
There's a link to the Vitamin C I bought, which is the recommended stuff to use. It's sodium ascorbate. Ascorbic acid is harder on your stomach. And honestly, if you had the Vitamin C with you at work, you could probably get through work by drinking enough of the Vitamin C to feel better. But yeah, time off would definitely be the preferred way of doing it, especially so you can see for yourself how you feel and how much she how often you need to take the Vitamin C. Here's a link to an amazing study which goes into great detail about why, biologically and chemically speaking, Vitamin C helps with so much different stuff, including withdrawaling from opiates. It also includes a great chart of how to dose and how much to take.
Sounds like a pretty fuckin miniscule complaint (I usually get upset about really small things when I am coming down):
Also I am sober, but I still like being here. I never have pushed my sobriety on anyone here, ever. However I have mentioned my sobriety to others who are trying to be.
Most importantly, if there are opiate users here who don't want to use opiates, why can't we support them? Does it really cause you harm in some way to say "Congrats" or "Sorry you're struggling".
Have some fucking empathy for those hurting. Also those who are quitting opiates are usually talking about opiates, and this subreddit is /r/opiates.
I will take my downvotes, but yeah, why can't we just say "Good luck", "I wish you the best" or some other 3 words of encouragement. Is the occasionally mention of sobriety upsetting you for other reasons possibly?
For you [j/k]
If you want to get the $50 XLM you can do so on blockchain.com you just gotta give them your info and whatnot.
I just got these. It's what I started using for my dillys and they work great for me. They have other sizes as well. https://jet.com/product/BD-Ultra-Fine-Insuline-Syringes-31G-1cc-516-inch-90-ea/a5052207bb384836b9a7c9275d4bd607
For those who are interested here is the link of Ginsberg's first publicly recorded reading of this poem (long 26 min.) - 2nd entry down.
It was originally linked and posted in <em>Open Culture</em> article and gives the reading particular context.
Haven't heard this for a while, so I'm going to take my meth tired brain and listen to it for a time.
Honestly...... I can't tell you what I use. Well fine, I will. Wasn't satisfied with the pen barrel (wasn't quite wide enough), bough a tiny plastic funnel this one, actually, thought I was brilliant, until the nasty plastic vapor taste had me worried.
Well... I thought what do I have that is cylindrical?? Have these disposable tampons I never use (because they're cardboard applicators and I am a snob and only bought these in a pinch), and basically... pull it apart, female portion is a perfectly sized cardboard tube.
No shame. Kinda shame. But fuck you. "Haha she uses tampons to smoke dope..". Lol toot toot, tooting my own horn, toot.
Dremel is the name brand of a rotary tool with tons of attachments. Grinders, sanders, saw blades...
Dude! Open enrollment for Obamacare starts November 1. Get on that website asap. Suicide is a bad option. You will regret it on the other side. IF there's another side. Find help. One day at a time, two steps forward, one step back is still one step forward.
Time locking safe. Or put doses in 7 combination key safes and have someone you trust set the combination then text it you when it's time for that dose. https://www.amazon.com/Genie-Hand-Time-Lock-Safe/dp/B00NFIDTMK
DO NOT start taking adderal to counteract the effects of brain damage.
DO THIS:
Eat TONS OF FISH & fish oil supplements/healthy fats-- Our brain is madeup of 65% fatty acids. Eating massive amount of fish oil has helped heal brain damage in many cases. It is the best thing you can do IMHO alongside quitting drugs for the next year or so (suboxone if u must use opioids)
Drink a ton of water: it helps all body/brain processes & functionality
Here is some info: https://edition.cnn.com/2014/01/18/health/fish-oil-recovery/index.html
https://www.naturalnews.com/043661_fish_oil_brain_injury_rapid_recovery.html
It won't happen overnight. ALSO: exercise. This is VERY important & is the #1 way to prevent brain disease and also promotes brain function alongside fish oil.
Good luck!
> you begin a countdown timer (user adjustable time) while you take your drugs. If the countdown timer reaches zero, it assumes you have overdosed and sends a text message to your entered contacts with your location and a message saying you may have ODed.
I think the only viable way to use your phone to detect OD is for you to be using your phone's sensors to track facts about you rather than having you enter facts about yourself into it. For example, sleep apps guess with decent accuracy what stage of sleep you're in by using your microphone and/or accelerometer [s]. They're using a known relationship between breathing / body movement and stage of sleep. The deeper the stage, the less movement.
Here's the problem with the countdown timer. A lethal dose more or less instantly takes your consciousness away while starting to kill you right away too. You have no time at all to wait. If you're going to be saved, you need a dispatch ASAP. On the other hand, there is a range of doses that are harmless yet cause an instant nod. Combining these two, the only way for the app to work would be if it calls in anytime you instantly nod. You don't have the luxury of waiting long enough to discern between a nod and an overdose. At a minimum, no one wants a bunch of commotion over nodding, and at the worse, are there any repercussions for reporting you have overdosed on a controlled substance you don't have a prescription for? I'm not sure myself.
The idea of using your phone to track how shallow your breathing is or how often your body moves any which way might give enough detail to discern between a nod and an overdose reliably. Just my 2¢.
http://www.kingdomofloathing.com/login.php?loginid=277bcdf090f34a12b9a632219268795e
I had to come back and post this for you...it's mobile-friendly so it doesn't suck playing it on your phone. No excuses, go club some seals!
its one of the best docs ever https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCHkU1ZXvTU
the guy also made this one about dee dee. also one of my favorites http://www.snagfilms.com/films/title/dee_dee_ramone_hey_is_dee_dee_home
just smoked it again... feeling pretty good. definitely different high than ecp for sure... more dreamy feeling. i like it however i just melted the straw and red goo fell down (my plastic straw is red lol). Disgusting... I need to perfect my technique... its so hard for me to chase it down the foil and make those zig zags that people use it just ends up bubbling.
about to put .1g and see how it goes. please give me some tips! and how bad is it that i inhaled fumes from the melted straw (the bubble tea) lol.
It is so fucking difficult for me to put the lighter in the right position too since the foil is covering it and i cant estimate that well... im watching this drugged documentary http://www.snagfilms.com/films/title/drugged_high_on_heroin trying to see their technique but i suck at this shit
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=E_SK4VwYFUQ&feature=share
This is what you should of listened to. Without the blues we wouldn't have what we have today. One of the best genres, ever. Plus, nobody can really play a guitar like anyone that plays the blues.
just deployed "polydrug" support. You can under prefs specify a list of comma separate drugs which then show up as a drop down under the dose entry field. This way you can specify which drug dose is being recorded.
By having a "drug" field i'll be able to make the chart smarter letting you chart one or more drugs independantly - see this URL for the google chart library i'm using
https://developers.google.com/chart/interactive/docs/gallery/controls
Fishyscrubz has a few dope songs, his newer chopped and screwed shit. soundclick.com/fishyscrubz
edit, links
I think the offer expired although it says the 24th. Here is the link where I first saw it.
When you click on the offer page link on the Slickdeals site it says it can't be found.
Come on over to /r/Methadone next time - every single person is on MMT over there.
Edit: Did you lose takehomes? Do you have takehomes? I test positive for THC at my clinic and it's considered "dirty" but that just means I can't go up to the next phase. I still get my weekend and Holidays. What are you so angry about - that he did you wrong? Sure. Get the clinics fax number - you can use Faxzero.com to send faxes for free - write up a letter in word, or the online free version https://office.live.com/start/Word.aspx
Write letter explaining what happened, be anonymous, send letter to clinic and your states oversite board - and google around for like a State Director, etc. Mass - Fax - edous. Send four to four different "people" in one night, and since faxes are paper trails... shit will happen.
You're welcome.
My theory is be nice to your counselor but love from a distance: I show up every 2 weeks at Wednesday 730am... he doesn't "lock me out" first, trusts me to show up. "All is good, I like you, where do I sign?" Got him a Christmas card, a Thank You card and when he was out a "Get Well" card.
He's just the gate keeper to raising or lowering dose. I'm sure his degree is in social work or therapy yet, over-loaded.
I think, you might - Talk to much. Less is more - and some people, in social work, and therapy - have control complexes, and many exhibit Narcissism. (check out the trending post about that right now)
Fly under the radar. If you're losing the battle with your counselor; go to the head nurse. Go to the program director. Etc.
Be a stealth bomber not a squadron of B2s.