At least people talk to you. Ive gone months without people talking to me.

I would suggest going on Meetup.com and find people with similar hobbies.

Maybe find some interesting skills and work on those, distract yourself from your issues.

You probably could see a therapist if this is a major issues.

Good luck :)

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Seems like you need to loosen up a little... Hope this helps!!

Hey this is probably going to sound really stupid, but I assure you this is actually a successful treatment some psychiatrists actually use in certain cases, I am not advocating some miracle cure.

I have severe depression, and it seemed like no medicine seemed to ever help. My doctor ended up suggesting something called "Light Therapy". Here is a quote from the Mayo Clinic website, which I will link below.

" During light therapy, you sit or work near a device called a light therapy box. The box gives off bright light that mimics natural outdoor light.

Light therapy is thought to affect brain chemicals linked to mood and sleep, easing SAD symptoms. Using a light therapy box may also help with other types of depression, sleep disorders and other conditions. Light therapy is also known as bright light therapy or phototherapy."

Here is more about it. If you find yourself not being able to do meds, I think you should look into this. It also requires a vigorous amount of sleep deprivation, so be prepared for that. I hope this is helpful to you, and I wish you the absolute best of luck. You are worth it.

You don't deserve to die

Im so sorry everything has gone the way it has, you absolutely deserve so much better.

Please don't go through with the gas asphyxiation thing, or any other thing like that.

This is a list of "10 Free and Affordable" Therapy/mental health resources

I also know that 741741 is a good crisis textline, you send a message to get connected to someone and then you can talk to them. they can help you out way more than I can

I really really hope you find a way to make it through all of this and survive!! You deserve a better life.

Let me know if you need anything else and I can do my best to try and help?

Sorry if my vent made me appear hostile & evil, I was having an emotional meltdown, im a little autisctic.

Ive been seeing a psychologist and a counselor but Im afraid of talking about my anger & violent thoughts because I dont want to be put into a facility or put on meds.

I have considered using meetup.com to meet people and I may do it soon when i grow the courage

Thank you for commenting, it helped me feel less alone

It's OK. I have ADHD, right at the edge of the spectrum, and I can assure you that the repetitive noises can be tapered. The two most common problems are a) he doesn't have periods of time where making noise is OK and encouraged while having periods of time where making no noise is encouraged; and/or b) the repetitive noises are more engaging for him than kinesthetic repetitions. So, you can talk to his psych about how to plan this out so you can prepare for the noisy time periods and be able to actually participate with him from time to time. And keep an eye on what he's doing with his hands when he starts making noises. If he's "augmenting" his physical actions (like going "WOO" when he smacks something), look for fidget toys like this . They're tactile and the consistent, predictable feedback is what we are hyperfocusing on.

Here! I found one on amazon! There's only 20 left though

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long story, I use https://www.amazon.com/Natures-Way-Johns-Wort-Capsules/dp/B0009EXLPI

I do the math. for ME. I generally need 3 a day. But I DO NOT take 3 at once. I do it "every" 8 hours to keep me stabilized. taking 3 at once doesn't go thru the entire day, it just burns through within 8 hours (again for me).

with that said, stability in your pills are necessary. then on "strong" days I would take 4. 2 at the start, and n8 hours 1x, and then another 1x.

with that (for me) i've been pretty functional.

then of course tset yourself, get off it like cold turkey so that your body does NOT get normalized and be immune to it's affects

Listen; school is DIFFERENT than education. Educate your mind, wanna know my class schedule? Because what am I in a hurry to do? Notta damn thing. So here it is:

MW: Yoga 11:15-12:05 MW: Bowling 1:25-2:15 MW: American Govt 4:00-5:15

TR: Aerobics 9:30-10:20 TR: Spanish Grammar and Composition 11:00-12:15 TR: University Singers 3:30-4:55 TR: The Autobiography of Malcolm X 5:00-5:50

I am a Spanish Major so we need a lot of extra curricular classes at my university. But I am in college in my early 20s ONCE in my life. I can't go back and do this again. I don't want to regret it.

Dear child, I apologize for not thinking to give you this, earlier:

https://www.amazon.com/Ayurvedic-Healing-Comprehensive-David-Frawley-ebook/dp/B003TO5EF0/

Please use that to figure-out which metabolism you are in, & eat only the ingredients that are healing for you.

When I did the experiment, more than a decade ago, of eating a meal with only healing-for-me ingredients in it, the difference was stunning!

Never before had a meal been completely-healing...

( e.g. tomato is appropriate for pitta, or kapha, can't remember which, but wheat is for pitta-metabolism & vata. Since I was in ultra-vata, a simple pasta+sauce was mixing healing+harming ingredients into the same dish.

I avoid noodles, now, because they aren't cooked-enough, & undercooked-wheat seems to be harmful, .. which is possibly an autism-thing, that.. )

Anyways, .. oh! can you make carrot smoothies?

1 carrot, skinned, in a blender of water, blended for 45sec, can be a good drink, for losing weight!

2 of those per day should help ( 1 early, 1 later, in the day ).

I've no idea why it works, but 3 people independently discovered that raw carrots can do this ( to some people, at least: me, a Zen Buddhist Iraqi Kurd, & the scrawniest woman I ever saw, who was addicted to eating raw carrots ).

Anyways... The book "Yoga for YOUR Type", by Frawley & Kozak also helps explaining healing for the different metabolisms...

Salut, Namaste, & Kaizen, Hoomin!

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I'll second using meetup.com...

I -- a guy in a committed relationship-- have a lot of female friends, mostly through my neighborhood and my work-community. But when I moved to a new town by myself, I'd show up at special-interest meetups and make friends one conversation at a time. Hot tip -- Bitcoin meetups are NOT the place to find boys with social skills

85% of guys have the exact same experience. This is the new "normal" for dating for the foreseeable future.

I strongly" suggest you read these two books before bitterness and cynicism creeps in. BTW I'm not saying you *shouldn't feel that way, its perfectly understandable. I'm just saying there is a better way.

https://www.amazon.com/Menu-Life-Without-Opposite-Sex/dp/B09WVL441P

https://www.amazon.com/Book-Numbers-Analyzing-Pursuit-Women-ebook/dp/B08PTFKLP6

Hey buddy, I'm also going through a break up right now. You aren't alone in this battle.

If you ever want to vent or talk to someone, you can PM me if you want.

When someone we love is no longer in that special position in our lives, it is an empty and lonesome sensation. But I've found that remembering all the lessons we learned from that person and how we've grown because of them can help lessen the pain, even if only for a moment. But with pain like this, that moment is well needed.

Don't be afraid to cry, it is a natural human function and it helps clear your mind. We got this.

There's a certain song that helped me get through my last breakup and I have a feeling it will help this time around, too.

The song is Balance by Future Islands. The first lyrics in the song, especially. Here's the song and here are the proper lyrics (the description has the lyrics but it has a couple mistakes.)

Give it a listen, if only just once. You helped me with your post so please, allow me to attempt to return the favor.

The best revenge is a life well lived. KYS accomplishes nothing.

You are correct about women. But they don't hate just you, they hate all men. Ok, maybe hate is to strong a word. They certainly don't like us as much as we like them.

Read this book.

https://www.amazon.com/Rational-Male-Rollo-Tomassi/dp/1492777862

Also instead of buying a plane ticket download this app I'm supposed to be marketing for my friend and leave a 5 star review instead https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=org.invescentpro.invescent

I have a 1 gallon canteen and it works great.

Even my mom filled and used a pitcher if she wasn't leaving the house. Old school style.

Show her a video about how those spring water bottles are basically just filled from a hose.
As long as your local government isn't miserably corrupt, tap water is just as good. Even unfiltered.

try this https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.affinity.rewarded_play&hl=en_US&gl=US

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Saw your comment on the kisskartoon wiki.

Btw which country you live in?

If you want i can try and find alternatives for your country

Also how old are you because you mentioned that you are afraid of your parents not giving you anything.

And if you need help with a job in a specific country reddit's always here to help.

not when I've got one of these

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hey man, ik things are hard but you'll be ok! if you are able to, check out the focus to do app on the play store (https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.superelement.pomodoro). It helped me a lot back when school was all online for me. basically you have a 25 minute work timer and a 5 minute break timer, and ever three or four breaks is a 15 minute break. it was actually really helpful for me, and i think it's worth considering!

if you don't want to do that, setting a schedule might help a little too. or include it with the timer. you could do 3:00-5:00 work with Pomodoro timer, next half hour is for relaxing or whatever. sometimes, and i say this with experience, procrastinators will wait until the motivation comes to them to start something. and sometimes it does. but for the times when it doesn't, set a schedule and follow it.

I know everyone says this, but even though I'm a random internet stranger, i believe in you. i know the feeling of no motivation. you can do it! keep your head up and just do the best work you can do (while also making sure to take care of not only your physical health, but your mental health too.) make sure to celebrate this victory when you're done, too! this sounds like a big task, and you deserve to do something for yourself when you're done. and don't think that you don't deserve a reward for last minute work, because that's a trap i fell into. because ANY KIND OF PROGRESS IS GOOD PROGRESS. if you finish it, no matter the actual grade of the assignment, it's 100% more relieving than not doing it at all.

you can do this!!!!!!

Considering every other conservative video is titled "(Name of authoritative figure and rare conservative w/ a degree from a somewhat legitimate university) DESTROYS (name of libtard)", and there are actually books with titles like this referring to a psychologist who didn't know benzos were that addictive, forgive me for believing that as a potential possibility.

I'm sorry you're having a difficult time right now. You do belong, you know. It's just that you're in the habit of pulling yourself down. And you can change that.

If you're into books, I finished one the other day dealing with kind of stuff. Life-changing. You can have a peek here. I hope it helps. Good luck!

Being a woman in the world that has been ruled by men for so long is inherently unfair. It's not fair, it never was fair, and it will continue to not be fair in our lives.

It could be different, and at times it has.

Check out: The Chalice and the Blade, by Riane Eisler

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You do deserve a healthy relationship, but such things are hard to come by any more. The key is to not take girls seriously, enjoy the sex, but don't invest into them emotionally. Expect them to flake/lie etc. Go with your gut and don't accept any bullshit. When those red flags start to fly kick them to the curb. Believe me, many guys would give their left nut just to have sex once. You're more fortunate than a lot of guys already.

What you're looking for is a piece of hay in a needle stack. You're probably not going to find it and there is going to be a lot of pain involved.

Read this book if you want the hard numbers. It ain't pretty.

https://www.amazon.com/Book-Numbers-Analyzing-Pursuit-Women-ebook/dp/B08PTFKLP6

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killing yourself is not the answer - have you tried meditation - staying off social media, regular exercise and maybe a nice cup of chamomile tea before bed?

This book helped me as my marriage dissolved -

Idk if this helps,but there is this? I had a friend who had a ?disorder?...im not sure what its considered....where her body craved dirt (kinda like what it might be your saying...I might be misunderstanding and if I am I'm sorry.....its calmed geophagia and then theres pica [geophagia- craving dirt, pica- craving inedible items])

This is what she would get

Kaolin Clay Powder

She was able to find it at a local grocery store 🤷🏻‍♀

The expectations and comparisons are bringing you down. If you can get away from those and really think about what you want to do, you may find a hobby you can turn into a passion/source of income.

If you don't know what you like, it'd be a good idea to explore! Try different things! Meetup.com is really good for finding activities/groups to do things with. Good luck, it's your life, you can do what you want with it! It belongs to no one else.

A cheap one I found easy to read and surprisingly helpful was "Who's Pulling Your Strings?: How to Break the Cycle of Manipulation and Regain Control of Your Life" https://www.amazon.com/dp/0071446729/ref=cm_sw_r_apan_glt_fabc_R7GQAFN7PZ7JMFAB4XZ1 It gets into self-esteem and how people affect you. Sounds like a good start. It's cheap, easy to read, and quite useful.

I understand that you are upset at having to learn something difficult. Spanish is useful though. It is worth studying Spanish if you live in the US. Later in your life, situations will arise where you could use it and possibly make a great friend or lover, or get hired because you can communicate with a shit-ton more people. It's a bitch to learn any language for most folks. You can turn it around. There is lots of media in Spanish you can supplement with to learn it more. There is a website Duolingo you can fuck around in. Study the school part, watch movies and shows, go eat mexican food.

Spanish is easy to learn, especially if you take an approach that covers many different aspects of learning a language. Classrooms are hard. In my language classes I've taken the amount of people who learn it good just from a classroom is 2 percent or less of all students. You need to supplement.

I can relate to you on that. When ever I make a mistake, my first thought is I need to harm myself, and in the past I have done it. It can feel so overwhelming and confusing. If you ever want to talk more in depth about this, feel free to reach out at 7 cups, a free, anonymous emotional support site where you can seek support through one-one chats with trained active listeners, through forums, and through chatrooms. They also have a self-harm recovery community that might be helpful to check out. I hope you can find the a way to deal with your emotions, and feel better without hurting yourself.

I’m sorry, it can feel really painful feeling like you can’t help out your teammates. It sounds like you are possible feeling left out, frustrated, and angry at yourself. If you ever want to talk more about this with someone, feel free to reach out at 7 cups, a free, anonymous emotional support site where you can seek support through one-one chats with trained active listeners, through forums, or chatrooms. I hope your wrist heals soon and you can be back on the playing field.

Bottling up feelings can be so hard, and I understand the fear of snapping or like exploding. If you ever want to talk, or vent to someone, 7 cups is here for you! It is a free, anonymous emotional support site where you can get support by connecting one-one with a trained listener, or through its forums or chatrooms. You deserve to be able to get your feelings out somewhere, in a safe non judgemental environment.

I am so sorry to hear how invalidating your boyfriend is. Just because you might have never struggled with drugs or alcohol doesn’t mean you haven’t gone through addiction, and eating disorder, self-harm, and sex addiction is no less valid than addiction with drugs or alcohol. All are incredibly difficult. It sounds like even after you tried talking with him, he continued invalidating you and getting upset that you were upset with what he said. If you would like to talk more in depth with someone, 7 cups is a free, anonymous emotional support site. You can find support through one-chat with a trained listener, or through the forums or chatrooms. There are also communities dedicated to self-harm, eating disorders, addiction, and relationship support on there. You deserve to be heard, and validated.

Anger issues can be so difficult to deal with. I feel you, when I get angry all I can do is sit and shake, and sometimes yell. If you would like to talk more in depth with someone, 7 cups is here for you! It is a free, anonymous emotional support site, where you can find support through one-one chats, forums, or chatrooms. I hope you can find a way to cope with your anger, take care

I hear your frustration with your parents, I relate to having parents who have insanely ridiculous rules. I can’t even imagine how frustrating and angering it most of been spending your own money for things, and then your father feeling bad for your sister and buying her things, and expecting you to have her one of your monitors. That isn’t fair to you at all. If you want to talk more in depth with someone 7 cups is here for you. It is a free, anonymous emotional support site, where you can find support through 1-1 chats, forums, and chatrooms. I really hope that your parents understand your point of view, and allow you to stop having to follow what they want.

I can understand why you are so angry, it sounds like it would be awful your dad accusing your mom of doing something he has constantly done. If you would like to chat more in depth, 7 cups is here for you! It is a free, anonymous emotional support site where you can seek support, and vent if you would like to. What you are going through is a lot, and you deserve support.

Hi! Anxiety can be the worst, especially when it is severe and untreated. I’m so sorry to hear what your friend said, that is incredibly invalidating. If you would like to talk more in depth, you can check out 7 cups, which is a free, anonymous emotional support site. You can connect one-one with a listener, or perhaps check out the anxiety forums or chatrooms, and talk with people who might be going through similar things as you. I hope your anxiety lessens soon, and your friend understands that it is not something you chose not to do.

Derealization sounds incredibly scary. Even though you might not be sure if you have it, it’s more than understandable to feel horrible about it. Just because other people might be going through stuff, doesn’t make you or what you are going through any less valid. It sounds like you have so much going on at the moment with your aunt being diagnosed with cancer, feeling alone, exams coming up, and on top of that, the derealization. If you would like to talk more in depth, 7 cups is here for you! It is a free, anonymous emotional support site, made up with listeners from every part of the world, do you could most likely chat with a listener in your native language if you would like to. I’m so sorry you are going through all of this, I hear you.

I really, really relate to this. Being a teenager can suck sometimes. There are so many things going on, and it makes sense to just hate every single thing. It sounds like while just being a teenager might attribute to some of this hatred, you also have a lot of other things going on with school, figuring out your sexuality, and your family life. If you ever want to talk more in depth, you can visit 7 cups which is a free, anonymous emotional support site. You can connect one-one with a listener, or get support through the forums or chatrooms. 7 cups also has a community dedicated solely to teenagers, and you might be able to find other teens who can relate to you.

I agree with you on that, school can definitely suck. If you would ever like to talk more in depth, 7 cups a free, anonymous emotional support site is here for you. You can connect one-one with a listener, or possibly visit the student support forums and chatrooms.

As an adult on the spectrum, I understand.

The only thing you can do is try your best to not let anyone know. Nobody understands it and most don't want to take the effort to try. That's not and never will be your fault.

I have this I like to give people who actually do want to understand, though: http://hubpages.com/relationships/how-to-be-a-good-friend-to-an-adult-with-aspergers-syndrome-a-k-a-high-functioning-autism

Maybe that can help sometimes. I hope at least it will give you something in your arsenal so you don't feel so helpless against them.

>it shows that there aren't many that want to date me in comparison to the number of people that wants to fuck me

Well keep in mind that it's OkCupid. Why not try another dating site like match.com or dating apps?

It takes a few tries at home to get used to it. And the silicone does get stained from blood. I just like that I don't have a piece of cotton with rotting blood inside me. Since it's in the cup, it's kind of separate from my body. Also when I pee, there's no string that gets urine on it. Here is the one I like. If you decide to try it, maybe opt with the smaller size while you're learning how to fold and insert it. I like that when I was a heavy bleeder, I could leave the large one in for the whole work day, no problem. No embarrassing blood tsunami.

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latex free condoms aren't even that expensive. there is no excuse for not having and using them if you are allergic to latex and don't want a baby.

also OP, either after this baby or after you get an abortion (if you are actually pregnant, if not then as soon as you know you aren't), go get a freaking IUD so you dont have to deal with your boyfriend's shit. insurance should cover it, and if it doesn't, its still a hell of a lot cheaper than another baby.

That sounds super old.

You can use Nvidia's launcher for drivers or go to their site to install drivers.

https://www.nvidia.com/en-us/geforce/geforce-experience/

Yes, it automatically tells you.

Corsair mics use their launch and automatically tell you.

This really isn't hard and doesn't require the cmd function

Friends are really important. I wish I had the perfect solution for you, but I have had to work really hard myself trying to find friends to hang with.

At the gym I do talk to people a lot and sometimes you can get people to hang with you after, so if you are already going, maybe just smile and be chatty with people and see where it leads.

Hobbies are not the answer unless the hobby gets you out of the house and into a social circle. For me that was dance. I started going to a dance class and I started making friends there who I hang out with a few times a week. That has helped me more than anything so far.

I also went on to meetup.com and found some people who I have common interests with. And even on reddit by looking for people in the area.

I went for a walk in a popular destination in my area and met people just by hanging out near a fishing pier.

I think the trick is to just try to put yourself out there. Easier said than done some days. But other people are looking for friends also (so I have noticed). There are a lot of lonely people in the world.

You said your work is all you have. What about a hobby? You know, something else you enjoy doing not for money, but just for fun: like enjoying the nature, bowling, going to concerts....

I would suggest you to reach out to people who enjoy doing the same! You can find communities of people on Meetup.com, for example, and go to their events.

In other words, just do something new, add some variety into your life. From your post, I understand your work involves creativity. Sometimes new experiences can spark a new inspiration ;)

❤️ it is a very difficult time to say the least. I really like the book It's Called a Breakup Because It's Broken: The Smart Girl's Break-Up Buddy https://www.amazon.com/dp/0767921968/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_AKT69RFTX2YJ3CAX8PNC

This book is funny and though it is funny it is also a shot to the self esteem and a good philosophy on how to power through breakup.

Good point. I’ve been considering purchasing this mask from Coolibar, as it seems more in line with atypical COVID-19 masks and doesn’t appear to have a little flap or opening where the nose area is. Do you think this would be a better alternative to the current mask which I have from Coolibar, in terms of Covid-19 safety, prevention & all that? Thanks :)

All the horrible things you've mentioned, the end to them is that they're perpetrators will be punished in the hereafter. The fact that there is so much injustice in the world is a proof that afterlife exists.. If it wasn't for some sort of accountability in the hereafter, there would be no basis of morality. Religion is the only basis of objective morality. This book here addresses this particular issue. If you're genuinely interested in the topic, I'd say give it a read. It's available in PDF online too

It’s called Words of Empath by Tiffany Tucker. You can find it here.

There is a set of 8 silicone bendy straws that are dishwasher/boil safe for six dollars on Amazon. Bendable. Reusable. Can be sanitized.

I bought two books from Amazon in July 2011--They not only saved me from Critical-fatal injury 3 times, but gave me self confidence.
Although I studied most from the "Complete Krav Maga..." This edition includes Simple stretch preparations in case ones body is not entirely on par with the forms required range of motion.

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A bad temper, from my experience, is a direct result of being too harsh on yourself. Chronic, excessive criticism of others is typically the boiling over of even-harder criticism on yourself. There is no point in trying to reduce your temper against others if you don't first work on shutting down self-criticism.

Porn is also a habit worth defeating, which like all habits, is done by replacing it with any healthier habit.

>I still don't really know how to commit to something.

External accountability helps. I personally live partly off of Loop Habit Tracker, personally. You can use this for any negative or positive habits (to check off for the day when you did or didn't do something that you didn't want to or did).

TL;DR: you can totally change! It does require effort, though.

After doing a little research it turns out that that site is pretty bad, but Amazon has a listing for it on PC if you don’t mind spending some extra money https://www.amazon.com/Transformers-Fall-of-Cybertron-Download/dp/B008N07LDS

If you sre too shy i suggest you that app I also doesn't like gyms and public spaces when i need to workout.

https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.popularapp.thirtydayfitnesschallenge

I hope that will help you, it can be kinda hard but is very effective

I've not used either but boot camp and parallels can be used to run windows. You can buy a windows key from r/microsoftsoftwareswap or from kinguin, or use illegal methods such as an windows activator (KMSpico)

You can use a VPN to bypass covenanteyes, such as Windscripe or Betternet which are free. Or a browser such as TOR but i wouldn't use TOR. You can forcefully remove it using ZSoft uninstaller also.

If you need any help just message me.

Also, runnings windows on parallels SHOULD work, as covenant eyes is installed on a device and not on the router itself so it cannot monitor anything when uninstalled, but as it is virtual machine, i'm not sure whether it would be able to monitor it.

Ask a tech sub ASAP

Also you can use google translate (I use this at school)

EDIT : USE BOOT CAMP USE BOOT CAMP USE BOOT CAMP

Parallels runs inside macOS so the traffic may run through the macOS operating system and it can be tracked. However, as bootcamp is a true dual boot, it is ran totally seperate so as macOS wouldn't be running when windows is running the filter will not work (hopefully)

Are you referring to this?

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I have no clue if you are but you just say your are trying to look slim